Napalm Riot

Bah. Worst month ever. I'm serious. Drama, fighting, depression, betrayal. I guess I've had it all.

Someone that I thought I could trust went and trash-talked about me on his very public deviantART journal.

Someone that I've had a pretty bad past started sending me messages on facebook.

Issues with someone I care about a lot.

Broke to where I have to rely on my parents for everything. I fucking hate that.

I dunno. I guess I'm just grumpy. I'll work it out. I try to not go into too much detail about my life.

I just don't feel like talking to anyone anymore... I'm losing interest in everything. But whatever. That's life.

I'm still alive. And I actually log in everyday, I've just gotten really quiet.

new job, though. Which is awesome.

How are you guys doing?

Ex boyfriends. Especially arrogant asshole ex boyfriends. Ugh. Even thinking about him still makes my blood boil.

Hate, hate, hate.

Thank god he lives on the other side of the country now. I'll never have to worry about him again.

I'm *never* dating again.

It's almost been a month since I posted a blog! Ahh!

I've barely been on here the last little while, mainly because I've been enjoying the long-awaited warm weather. Damn that was a long winter.

But yes. The last month... Has been filled with socializing, drinking, family reunions, brothers engagement parties... Etc.

Oh. And I passed out on one of the city buses today. My friend was there, so he caught me before I hit the floor, carried me off the bus and got me so food and made me sit outside in the cool air until I had some 'colour' in my face again. Scary stuff. It was a really weird feeling; I've passed out before, but not like that. I stopped being able to anything, it all just went black, but I was still conscious, I just couldn't respond to anyone or move or see. And Mark was all "Elsie, elsie, elsie! You okay!?" and I just collapsed. It was crazy. Scary, too, I've never not been able to control my body or to see my surroundings.

Oh. And I had a job interview the other day. No idea how it went, though.

Oh and it's almost been a year since my friend Carly and her best friend Jenny died. They got hit by a car last April 28th. Carly was fifteen, Jenny was sixteen. So I've been listening to 'Far Away' by Nickelback a lot lately, it was played at Carly's funeral.

But yeah. That's pretty much all that's new with me...


How are you guys?

That Zikes is cheating. He's using this: http://zikes.deviantart.com/journal/17567206 to his advantage... While I'm stuck a only having recruited SIX people... He's recruited FOURTEEN.

The race is on.

I'm totally gonna pwn him.

That song keeps getting stuck in my head.

Anywho. I'm back from the old U of S of A... Philadelphia. It was amazing. There was NO snow! Holy crap! and I was walking around in a tank top... Like, wow. Here we still have snow up to my friggin' waist.

Anyway. It was fun. Saw my brother and his family for the first time since October, we were all happy to see each other... Played an awesome game of street hockey, where, of course, I pwned, and my team owned. I got lot's of nice bruises and scratches to show for it.

Uhm, what else. I got stuck in the car with the family for seven and a half hours listening to gospel music... That was fun. I had my iPod, but I mean, they blare that stuff so loud even with my iPod up full volume I could hear it. It sucked.

And on easter I ate a turkey dinner so fucking big that I wasn't hungry for two days... I watched youtube videos with my nephews that made me laugh so hard I spewed the soup I was eating... four times. Until they finally took it away from me so I couldn't eat anymore until the videos were done. Haha.

But yeah. I had a pretty good weekend. I've got a bit of a cold right now, sore throat and shit. It's unfortunate.

But yeah. How were all of your guys' easters?

My computer works again. I am now happeh. I had to install Vista, which blows, but maybe since it works with Vista it'll work with XP finally


Either way. Happiness... Is a fish...

Oh.

And I'm heading to Philly tomorrow. So I'll be even more quiet than I have been lately.

Laters.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHW88wdEyFM

It made me laugh. It is le funny.




But yeah. What else is new with Elsie... Not much. I'm kinda down lately, having job issues... Educational issues... Tired of winter... That's about it.

How are you guys?

http://www.planetdan.net/pics/misc/hillary.htm


I think it's great. Lol.

http://you.presscue.com/node/550


Lawl.


Yeah, another blog linking random sites


http://i262.photobucket.c…/makimakii/loveletter.jpg


Huzzah. It made me lawl.


*edit again*

>.>

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IINnCX1v4Wc

Nooooot.


Okay. So. I'm at this boss in Sonic the hedgehog 2. It's pissing me off. A lot. I can not seem to beat it. Argh.

Anyway, how is everyone today? I'm getting pretty addicted to this website... It's way better than dA. And the community pwns.

Anyways... I have another link for you guys...

http://www.r2d2translator.com/

And...

guys will like this one... http://www.leiasmetalbikini.com/

Annnd tell me what you think of my website so far...

http://lejahn.net

Thank yes.



YES I BEAT THE FRIGGING BOSS!!11!!one!!

Okay... Here, my friends, is one of the most amazing creations I have ever seen (aside from the Star Wars movies themselves) and I wants it so bad. Anyway, brace yourself for pure win...


http://www.therpf.com/showthread.php?t=39500


<3<3<3

Lawl.

http://www.somethingawful…hriday/very-star-wars.php

Well... I picked up Grandia III the other day, 'cause I love the first one so much...

This one sucks. I don't care too much for the gameplay, or the story line, or the voice actors or the music... I just don't like it. Nor would I suggest it.

I don't think I'm even going to bother trying to beat this one.

Blarr.

I'm grumpy today.